sometimes iFeel like.....

1:27 P.M. ending it.

& The Most Annoyin' Muthafucka Award Goes To...

@2Gz_chinamaN....this is the most annoying bitchhh yuu will ever having a texting convo withhhh. smhhhh. within 10 minutes, he wuz tryna see some of the goods. smfhhhh. iTold his ass iGot a boyfriend and STILL the mutherfucker persisteddd. k' im done rantin' and ravin' for now. but cheaa' iTexted my boo, and he ain't hit me back ;( im lonely and frustrated and iMiss him soooo muchhhh. this spring break has not been my cup of tea, iSwearrrr. =/ but ima try to keeepp my head up and make the best of it....nite Yall.
Soundtrack:
Drake-Shut it down
Drake-Over
Kanye West-Love Lockdown
Cassie-Sumtimes

Shut it Down.

9:24 P.M. ehhh today wuzn't all that badddd. A New Drake Song "shut it down" leaked so Yuu kno im happy. the songggg is UGH-MAZING ! ive had it on repeat all dayyyy forreallll! iTexted _________ & __________todayy. it's been a while since iHeard frm _______. ahhhhh he really forgot about a nigga =/ but it's koo. and me & __________are good iGuess. i'm juss letting my insecurity getting the best of me tho. ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. has there ever been a person Yuu wished Yuu kept all to yurself? that's how iFeel but watever. iWent to bed a little hurt lass niteee, but imma be aiitee. my grandfather still in the hospital and that shitttt is kinda messin' with me =/ but ima try to be happy and positive this springggg breakkk. iNeed to get down and crackin on that research paper so iCan actually have a hope of making an A on ittttt. iCan't wait til TML comes out. seriously, iHaven't been this hyped about something in a whileee! 'shut it down" will proally be my favorite song on the album =) ahhhhh. Drizzy never lets me down =D Nite Yall. Drake's music really keeps me up when im feelin' down =D

Empty.

"Another 20 Missed calls...iLove her and iHate her..it's a funny
twist yall. Can't stand her when she in town, but Miss her when
she gone, truth be told, iRather be with her than alone."

6:24 P.M. im not feelin' it todayyy. what the fuck is wronggg with me?--. This feeling that something is wronggggg keeps eatin' away at me. iWishh it wud go awayy. this is the second day of my spring break vacation, and it's not going well. iFeel distant. iWishhh iCud pack all my clothes and go see _____________ & ____________.

Sometimes.

12:30 PM. wednesday wuz not all that bad. iFinished my second art project && the teacher LOVED it. iDon't. iWuz at my dad's house and iSaw all my old drawings and designs and iWish iHad the balls to actually major in __________. iShudn't have given up on that shittt. iDon't know what the hell ima do after collegeeee. Art can only get Yuu so far =/. iAlso noticed that im hella insecure todayyy. iAdded some chick on facebook juss to see if she wuz pretty. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. dudeeee. iJuss don't want someone to take what is mine away. ehhh. territorial muchhh? ehhh. idk how ima make it thru this semester. with my nadiya boo, my honey dippp, my visa, alluna, and my starbucks..imma surviveeee. may i have a large blended frappe' in caramel...yess..with whip cream please =/dude. iThought about praying today but ehhhhh God is proally shakin' his head at me for waitin' so longggg =/.
Nite Yall.
Soundtrack
Omarion-Speedin'

FuckMyLife.

8:19 P.M. today feels like mondayyyyy. ughhhhhh. today wuz so frustrating. im boiling right now. first off, iGot a 64/D in my english class ;( <-WTF. that's sum bullshittt iSwearrrrr. A Tad bit of Good news, iGot A's in my CCDM 114 and art II class. iJuss talked with my mom and sounds like she won't let me get my phone anytime soon. FMLLLLLLL. she acts like im laid up pregnant somewhere. this is a bunchhhhh of fuckery. my phone situation is sooo ghetto right now.it's not the moneyyy but it's the time i'll spend on the phone that's buggin' her. ahhhhhhhhhhh =/ it's so frustrating that all that $$ iHave in the bank account, yeettt iCan't spend it on my cell. wtf. Does she have to be a _________? me &________are greatttt. iMiss him right now ;( this long distance shit really gets to me sometimes ;(

_____________missen in my life is kinda messin' with me =/

Try Harder.

If Yuu hold back yur feelings because Yuu are afraid of getting hurt, Yuu end up hurting anyway =/ [♥]

10:23 P.M. ahhhh dude. today wuz pretty chill. iCruised crusti alamo with my homegurls imani and tatiana and iAte more mozarella sticks than iCan handle. me & __________ are great. This is the first time im actually committed to one person. iUsed to have mad sideee bitchessss but since 2010 ive cut em' all backkk. ahhhh. skool. shitttt. it's kinda gettin' me down. =/ my grades ain't up to the standards that iWant em' to be. it juss kills me that iCan't be perfecttttt. shittttttttt. =/ima try harder tho. iKno iCan pull that english and public speaking up. time to give it my all: balls to the wall... Nite Yall.
Soundtrack:
Alicia Keys-Unthinkable.
Drake-Sooner Than Later.
Yo Melly Mel-Take A Chance.