FuckMyLife.

8:19 P.M. today feels like mondayyyyy. ughhhhhh. today wuz so frustrating. im boiling right now. first off, iGot a 64/D in my english class ;( <-WTF. that's sum bullshittt iSwearrrrr. A Tad bit of Good news, iGot A's in my CCDM 114 and art II class. iJuss talked with my mom and sounds like she won't let me get my phone anytime soon. FMLLLLLLL. she acts like im laid up pregnant somewhere. this is a bunchhhhh of fuckery. my phone situation is sooo ghetto right now.it's not the moneyyy but it's the time i'll spend on the phone that's buggin' her. ahhhhhhhhhhh =/ it's so frustrating that all that $$ iHave in the bank account, yeettt iCan't spend it on my cell. wtf. Does she have to be a _________? me &________are greatttt. iMiss him right now ;( this long distance shit really gets to me sometimes ;(

_____________missen in my life is kinda messin' with me =/

Try Harder.

If Yuu hold back yur feelings because Yuu are afraid of getting hurt, Yuu end up hurting anyway =/ [♥]

10:23 P.M. ahhhh dude. today wuz pretty chill. iCruised crusti alamo with my homegurls imani and tatiana and iAte more mozarella sticks than iCan handle. me & __________ are great. This is the first time im actually committed to one person. iUsed to have mad sideee bitchessss but since 2010 ive cut em' all backkk. ahhhh. skool. shitttt. it's kinda gettin' me down. =/ my grades ain't up to the standards that iWant em' to be. it juss kills me that iCan't be perfecttttt. shittttttttt. =/ima try harder tho. iKno iCan pull that english and public speaking up. time to give it my all: balls to the wall... Nite Yall.
Soundtrack:
Alicia Keys-Unthinkable.
Drake-Sooner Than Later.
Yo Melly Mel-Take A Chance.

[♥]

"Take The Time to do it right because you may not get the time to do it over."
8:04 P.M. my dad juss pissed me off once again. he don't like the title of my blog nor my twitter name. but fuck it. im tired of being controlled my everybody. like wtf.iGot one message for anybody that got shit to say about me: FUCK YOUR FEELINGS. my speech went well and iGot my work accomplished today. but my hitler-like father alwayz manages to get me mad. he's too over-protective #NShit. smhhhh. waitin' for ________ to call. lass nite wuz crazy. we kinda sorta cool again but not the same as we were =/. iFinally swallowed my pride and texted him lass nite. iReally Hope that got me somewhere. iAin't tryna be without him =/
Soundtrack
Drake---Over.

Just Breathe.

2:32 A.M. ahhhhh dude. today wuz not that bad. got sum shit accomplished. talked to my gurl nadiyaaa and my bestie Cam. shittt might not be so bad. gotta get on top of this speech for my public speaking class =] fuck the stressin' =] ttyl.
Soundtrack--
Sade-Soldier Of Love
Drake-Thrill is gone
Drake-Over.

Numb.

2:50 A.M. ....wow, iCan't believe it's really over. the one nigga iLoved ..the one person iTruely gave my [ALL] to...it's over. it's almost 3 in the morning and iWanna find a way to get him back into my life. iNeed him. iLove him. iWant him. iHave too much pride to pick up the phone and tell him how iFeel right now. he wuz the onliii want that iLoved.....word of advise to yall: Don't make someone yur everything, cuz When Yuu lose them, Yu'll have nothing =/. g'nite.
SoundTrack:
Drake--Sooner Than Later.

Over.

today wuz actually ok. iMade a 96 on my mathhh testttt and a 96 on my public speaking paper. but iHave this research paper due real soon and a speech on tuesday and iAin't gonna lie, my ass is stressed the FUCK out about em'. and there this bitchhh that ive never talked to a day in my life talkn' shit about me. FMLLLLLLLL. but fuck it, imma focus on this skool shittt. that's my number one priority right nowwww. btw, Drake's single "over" comes out tommorrow at midnightttt! ahhh im so friggin' excited, iCan't waittttt! ugh iJus remembered iHad to go to the dentist tommorrow. FML.

Soundtrack 2/4/2010 <--songs that helped me get thru today.
1. Drake-Let's call it off
2.Drake-Presentation
3.Drake & songz-Give Ya
4.Omarion-Speedin'
5.Alicia Keys-Unthinkable.

FMLLLLLL.

FUCK. MY. LIFE. iJuss woke up frm a good rest cuz my vag is bleedin. ugh. im soooo mad right now. iHad to get up and change sheets n' shit. iALso have art class today and it's been hella dry lately. my grades have gotten better but im not even sure what iHave in my public speaking class and my art class. iHave a "C" in englishhh and it's killen me. that shit should be an "A". =/ Note to self: Don't try to be perfect and chill the Fck' Out. things with shammy are going ok. iJuss wish the trust wuz there. =/ and iFeel like some shit is gonna go down..realllllll soon. paranoid muchh? -__-